PooBaoLao::LIFE

listening to: taylor swift- love story

lesson: i’m learning about responsibility

reading: totally captivated

watching: pushing daisies

life:

what is in store for me in the future?

a cute, asian guy always gets me. that’s my type or my desire. i want an asian guy non-feminine. no doubt. its so difficult, cause i don’t always put myself out there. i am not shy, it could be that i am afraid. when i’m with friends its better because i have their support. there are times when i wonder why i don’t have a boyfriend. some say you need to have self acceptance first then others will take notice. i’m still under the covers.

i need relieve! i feel like a slut sometimes. but i do know better. i’ve been waiting for so long for all my life so i can wait some more. but let me say it- i’m HORNY! where is my cute, asian boyfriend?

…kiss and caress…

listening to: Oh Jong Hyuk- Get Away

thought: i’m working all day tomorrow

mood: throat is sore & happy about benji

lesson: voting, does it matter? yes it does!

life:

how do i tell my mom?

my day:

oh yeah! i voted! did you? Barack won! yeah! dude. like there was even a doubt. i’m totally counting on him to restore this nation to its glory or close to it. we are definitely in a new generation. my generation is awesome! dude! i did it! i purchased an ipod. yeah! yay me! the ipod touch generation 2 baby! hopefully i receive it before the end of this week. and engraved on the back, first line-”Hello! My name is Benji.” second line-”-Property of Perry Symychith-” yeah! yes, i named my ipod benji! it’s such a cute name. muah! good night!

…isexy…

…take it off officer…

listening to: lady gaga ft. colby o’donis: just dance

currently: watching abdc auditions

mood: mellow

recommendations: watch “my lovely weekend” (korean)

“i aspire to become more than i am. but dude i don’t understand anything at all. look! if someone is explaining something… you gotta pay attention and listen and absorb all that information. i don’t have the ability to concentrate and absorb all that information. so like i’m in a meeting and just watching. am i really listening?… maybe some bits and pieces. all that i care about is that it looks like i’m paying attention. does that really help me? no! maybe i gotta find another job that interest me more. for the time being… i’m gotta do whatever it takes to make myself look good. muahahahaha…”

woke up with two miss phone calls that i didn’t know. didn’t bother to call them back. also i had three texts. my mornings are waking up to my phone and not my alarm clock.

went to a meeting for work… NEO. yeah. that was so boring. it took half of my work day. but yeah… don’t watch the “happening” cuz my co-worker said it sucked!

my little nap was great. i ignored a phone call from my sisterstep (not my stepsister yet).

jogging was great! four laps! dude! four! saw an asian guy. he was ok. not much of an eye candy though.

sorry guys i didn’t feel like hanging out. have fun at ant’s house and enjoy that gumbo.

<<<kiss the cook>>>

(__-enjoying the sun-__)

+…sexy cowboy…+