PooBaoLao::LIFE

listening to: ashanti- only you (the intro is sick!)

thought: hating work

mood: cool

lesson: don’t take things too seriously unless it goes out of hand, then take a stand

life:

apparently at work i feel as the guy that is out of place. i hate it when people judge me and have preconceived notions about me. dude! give me some respect like i do you. i’m gonna treat you how you treat me… that’s how it is and will be. so watch what you do!

seeing people from different scenes of you life is awkward. even though you may not personally know the person but know their face is weird. i see you! and i occasionally do the head bump. blah! so retarded. i guess its only natural to acknowledge people you know of even if you don’t know their name. funny.

my day:

i work everyday except sunday. i hate starting my day with work. my manager is getting on my nerves. she will not quit with her antics. please stop! seriously i want to quit! it’s only on my may-to do list for now. because today is friday i get off at 6. that’s so late i don’t have any time to do anything else afterwards. people! don’t work at the bank. its only good as a pre-career job. ok!

went to walmart and got my essentials. we have water to drink now. thanks to me! i need to go get the extra water jugs filled up before they all go out. it sucks to have to drink the refrigerator water. that’s nasty water.

i’ve been texting my friend all day until i stopped it. i just stopped texting back. just got tired. we just talked about our date tomorrow and what we are gonna be doing. i’m kinda nervous in a good way though. its whatever. wish me luck!

did my laundry. also folded my laundry. its still on the floor in my room. i will put them up probably tomorrow. its so neat. i use this cut-out paper board to use as a folding tool for my shirts. so that every time i fold my shirts they are all the same size. isn’t that cool? of course it is.

switching music to justin nozuka. his song ‘after tonight’ is getting to me. i’ve heard of it like many months ago. now i’ve got the song. its pretty. i like it. night.

((((-i’m ready-))))

“being perfect… who is perfect? i dunno. but boy… i’m trying. pushing your own self is difficult. i want this. i want to change myself physically. by the end of this month… i’m gonna be in the best shape ever! promise! life is so ordinary… you have your personal issues while random things comes interfering. how do you separate personal issues with other external issues? they always overlap and can cause friction. when i’m doing my thing and getting myself together physically… i get the temptations from my friends to go out and chow down. i gotta get a handle on that. self-control!”

on this day…

o1. woke up really late. it was so sad. it was from last night from messing with my last post. took me forever to get it right. also my dad called me. didn’t pick up. cause i was still sleeping. i’ll call him tomorrow.

o2. work is blah! blah! and did i mention blah! i like it when we three close… fun! i need more hours. dude… and i can’t get any. so messed up. i really need to find a new job!

o3. second day in a row of jogging! yeah! but tomorrow i can’t jog! damn it! it’s ok. i’ll watch what i’ll eat.

o4. i hope we hang out tomorrow… tomorrow is gonna be a full day but i’ll make time for you.

<3…my type…<3

“i’m trying to get back to my daily routine of working out. i fell out of it when the missouri boys came. damn! but anyways i’m slowly getting back into things. i’m starting to exercise, sleep earlier, drink more green tea and water, keep things clean and getting things accomplished. yeah! you know when things are getting on track when you feel better. i feel better not great, but better. gotta keep on… do it to it.”

hey…

today was an ordinary day. i went to work. then i went jogging. jogging felt so good! anyhow. at work i have a friend there. she is so cool. i have fun with her. if she wasn’t there… man… i would be bored to death! well… i make her laugh a lot. but i make everyone laugh… and its mostly laughing at me. but that’s fine. i’m used to it. i have to admit though. i’m a blonde. really i am. but yeah… my friends invited me to come over to eat some tacos but i didn’t respond to them… i dunno why. i didn’t feel like it. blah! i ordered my graduation pictures… did it online and paid like $40 for them. eew. i cooked! its been like ages since i cooked. i cooked sausages. yummy!!! but yeah. i can’t believe he texted me. we didn’t text for long. i think he was probably working. hopefully we hang out this weekend. i so like him so much!

++(come play ball)++