PooBaoLao::LIFE

listening to: britney spears- womanizer

thought: need a new job

mood: sweet

lesson: just state your opinions

life:

i’ve been feeling kinda horny lately. blah! what can i do? nothing. i just have to manage and take control. only if i had a boyfriend! where are you??? it’s ok. i find that i’m getting turned on a lot lately. i can’t believe i’m still in the v club. but i guess i’m proud of that though. it’s like a friend of mine said… you have to go through many frogs to get to prince charming.

my day:

work is really getting to me. maybe i should hit the bed earlier. i’m starting to look restless. that is not good for me. ah! i feel like the fall guy at work. supervisor: “i need you to cover this shift and that shift is that ok? me: “ok… i guess. (i don’t have a choice anyways) hint word: ‘need‘ for heffer dinner we went to armarillo grill. i just had a texas chilly. i’m getting more fat! ah! blah! hate it! need to diet! yeah. then me and a friend went to chill at b&n for a while. we talked about weddings and wedding dresses. just for fun though, how gay is that for me. we also discussed about our signs like aries and sagittarius. afterwards i went to my other friend’s house to chill and watch one tree hill with some other friends. fun! that’s my day!

fierce return

listening to: krystal meyers- make some noise

currently: trying to get back in shape & update my blog

mood: mediocre

recommendations: read the manga “FAKE” because it’s good and i’m on vol. 6!

life:

it has been so long. last time i think i promised to update my blog but i guess it didn’t happen. i think i’m gonna try to update at least twice a week or so. keeping up with routine is hard. there are always new things interrupting it that are uncontrollable. when a routine is broken it is so hard to get back on track again. i hate it when that happens especially when the routine is beneficial like working out. blah!

so i’ve moved on to another guy again. dude. i’m such a whore but yet i’m still a virgin! forget all the other guys in the past but not entirely. i’ll keep all the good memories with me of course. this new guy i’m “hanging out with” aka dating is very nice. he is not bad looking, self-motivated and charming. we’ve been on 2 dates already. they all had good outcomes. i’m trying to take things slow so i don’t ruin anything. our next “hanging out” is on this saturday at 7 in the evening. the plans are to go over his apartment and he will cook dinner and we’ll rent a movie to watch. ok. these are all his plans, not mine. just to let you know. i don’t really want anything to happen maybe a little. it’s just that i wanna move slow. so i’m gonna move slow.

my grandma came to visit like a month ago. tomorrow is her last day! i’m like wow! it’s been a month already. it just flew by. i kind of feel guilty because i didn’t really spend a whole lot of time with her. but i’ve been busy with other things you know like… boys.

my daily happenings:

i had to wake up at 6:30am this morning and had to be by work at 8. luckily i went to bed at 11:30 last night yet with a couple of calls and texts disturbing me. so i totally worked the whole day. i got off work at 5:30. money… its good for you.

when i got home my cousin texted me. i totally called her back. no reply. she just texted back. she had no minutes… i think she did have minutes. she just didn’t want to waste them on me. she asked me to help her with her math homework. i totally forgot to text her back.

i ate some pizza yeah! like 2 slices. ah! i hate myself. i’m getting fat! then after that i went downstairs to my room and suddenly i found myself on my bed. then i drifted off to dreamland.

finally i woke up at 9! that’s totally bad. i didn’t accomplish anything today. i’m such a loser. :C

- – -i’m fine- – -

“life has its ups and downs. that guy i used to like… he rejected me… actually he liked someone else. it’s ok. that’s how life is. i encouraged him to take that chance with the other guy he liked. i hope he ends up happy. but he and i are buddies now. that’s cool.

Also a new guy appeared in my life right after… we’ve only know each other for less than a week now and we’ve been kind of inseparable. i didn’t know that he liked me as he do. he’s so cute and sweet. honestly… he can get any guy he wants. i’m just perry. what’s so great about me??? i dunno. but i like him very very much! “

stressing out to the max…

1. my computer broke!!!! dang it! :/

2. three more exams to go! [thankfully i'm graduating!]

3. can’t stop thinking about him. [sweetie...]

4. messy, messy, messy. too lazy to clean.

5. graduation party…. saturday… hurry up!!!! [i need the alcohol! ]

*…………enjoy life for the mean time…………*

“i recently found this new chinese guy. i really like him but he doesn’t want a serious relationship. i’m so flustered. his personality is wonderful, his visual is adorable but he doesn’t want a relationship or maybe he doesn’t want me. idk… but how could you kiss someone without meaning? i allowed him to kiss me given that i don’t kiss just anyone. the game of love is all too new and difficult for me. i’ve never had a boyfriend and never had a true love. i’m just so flustered.”

i’m totally back..

Last post was 10.04.2007. wow!!! that was a long time ago. mostly for the reason i’ve come back is… idk… i’ve occasionally been receiving comments over the past months. thanks! i really appreciate it! hopefully i stick to it. let’s do this!!!

~*..don’t over think it..*~