Archive for the ‘proactive’ Category
feeling on top…
i’m feeling much better. as one day passes by. but next week is when i will feel the stress and pressure. boy… i just can’t wait. yeah! not! i will do what i have started and will not turn my back on it. if you start something you gotta finish it. right? right! i hope this semester flies by fast cause i’m already feeling burnt out. seriously… i’m tired and i’m spending most of my time on campus. it’s just another day, it’s just another story. oh yeah… my dream. my dream of getting fired. it was so horrible that it kinda scared me. so does that make it a nightmare? i dunno. i never had a nightmare before. they say dreams come true. i hope this one doesn’t. ah!
*:…reflect your best self…:*
to become…
i want it so badly it hurts. i mean… i wanna transform myself into the better me. i know i can do it… i’m just lazy and slacking off. i’m almost done with college. i need to get a grip on something and get it right. i need to stop being terrified and started taking action. damn…! what is wrong with me? come on… i promise now… i promise… right? right.
…tomorrow’s a new day…
just get going…
“i need guidance for real. to think it gets easier when you get older and wiser. well… it surely doesn’t. life isn’t fair. i always remind myself about that. to move forward one must tread the path for themselves cause it surely won’t appear for you. take charge and be proactive and do it to it.”
my life…
1. morning- wow! i got up kinda late yet had the chance to eat some noodles before leaving to school. i’m so lucky. i mean i hardly ever eat in the morning. yes… i know that’s bad.
2. school- i hate tuesdays. ah!!! i have 3 classes in one day. i stay on campus all day long til 9. next semester i will moderate my time wisely. this must never happen again. [never!]
3. birthday- ok… i made a friend about maybe 2-3 weeks ago. so he called and invited me to his birthday celebration which includes dinner then clubbing. can’t make it to dinner cause of work but definitely i’m going clubbing. now i just need a friend to tag along. [anyone?!]
4. an hour- i didn’t expect the conversation to last an hour. but it did. it’s all good though. our relationship is growing into a pretty good friendship. that’s nice. [smile.]
ι•it’s all good•ι
