PooBaoLao::LIFE

“life has its ups and downs. that guy i used to like… he rejected me… actually he liked someone else. it’s ok. that’s how life is. i encouraged him to take that chance with the other guy he liked. i hope he ends up happy. but he and i are buddies now. that’s cool.

Also a new guy appeared in my life right after… we’ve only know each other for less than a week now and we’ve been kind of inseparable. i didn’t know that he liked me as he do. he’s so cute and sweet. honestly… he can get any guy he wants. i’m just perry. what’s so great about me??? i dunno. but i like him very very much! “

stressing out to the max…

1. my computer broke!!!! dang it! :/

2. three more exams to go! [thankfully i'm graduating!]

3. can’t stop thinking about him. [sweetie...]

4. messy, messy, messy. too lazy to clean.

5. graduation party…. saturday… hurry up!!!! [i need the alcohol! ]

*…………enjoy life for the mean time…………*

    “being an gay asian is so difficult. i mean i’ve only been out for 8 months! first of all, i’m still not out to my family… just my friends and others. i’m still adjusting myself, yet trying to find a balance of comfort. luckily, i have great support from my good friends. one day… i will be happy with full contentment.”

start it…

1. asc- so i attended the bi-weekly meeting. it started at 12:30… yet it only lasted around ten minutes. i woke up just to drive all the way to campus to attend a ten minute meeting?!?! [ah!]

2. heffer lunch- yamasa… it was ok. it was my second time there. i enjoyed the food but everyone else disliked it. hey… i picked the place but you can’t satisfy everyone. also i had an appetite so i could of ate anything. to think about it… it was so-so.

3. cooking- so i made chicken again… i think i cooked some last week or so. i dunno… but i’m getting tired of making chicken even though my cooking is delicious… [haha!]

4. character- so my friend asked me to ask one of my professors about something. instead i email the professor even though i had his class today. i’m so scared to talk to the professor. what is wrong with me? am i the afraid? i feel disappointed in myself. [so stupid.]

5. class- it went well. didn’t fall asleep or got tired. for real… this professor knows his subject and makes it very pertaining towards the class.

.Ο>let’s not look back<Ο.

    “when you really wanna do something, nothing happens. well in this case, i wanted to go out and go clubbing but i knew it wouldn’t happen anyways… but i just chilled with my friends. [smile] i’m satisfied. life doesn’t give what you want exactly but partially. in other words be happy no matter what.”

damn what i do today???

1. doctor’s appt.- everything sounds good. gotta wait til my blood results. oh yeah! i’m B+. so cool. also i got prescription drugs. [ewww]

2. chores- did laundry, washed dishes and cooked something of my own concoction. it was mixed of sardines, eggs and tomatoes plus other enhancing ingredients. [yummy?]

3. work- my co-work pulled some pranks on me. first he puts an ice cube down my shirt while i was helping customers. then next he puts some black peppers in my drink and i drank it too! [gross!] but it was fun.

4. you- smile

5. chilling- after work i went to chill at my friend’s house. we just sat there and talked basically. we watched movies on television. what was on??? oh yeah… “head over heels.” it was ok.

°°°so adorable°°°