PooBaoLao::LIFE

listening to: britney spears- amnesia

lesson: respect your parents

mood: mad right now, because my ipod just malfunctioned!!

life:

i think i kind of told this guy that i like him over facebook. he’s this cute, tall, lao guy. yummy. he’s gorgeous! i’ve seen him around a few times but have never met him. so i made the initiative to message him. then like last night i saw him. i didn’t even say anything to him. i was so scared and shy. yet my friend, knowing how she is, went up to him and just chatted with him. dude sometimes i hate her. whatever. ok i’m tired. good night.

…no peeking…

listening to: taylor swift- love story

lesson: i’m learning about responsibility

reading: totally captivated

watching: pushing daisies

life:

what is in store for me in the future?

a cute, asian guy always gets me. that’s my type or my desire. i want an asian guy non-feminine. no doubt. its so difficult, cause i don’t always put myself out there. i am not shy, it could be that i am afraid. when i’m with friends its better because i have their support. there are times when i wonder why i don’t have a boyfriend. some say you need to have self acceptance first then others will take notice. i’m still under the covers.

i need relieve! i feel like a slut sometimes. but i do know better. i’ve been waiting for so long for all my life so i can wait some more. but let me say it- i’m HORNY! where is my cute, asian boyfriend?

…kiss and caress…

listening to: Oh Jong Hyuk- Get Away

thought: i’m working all day tomorrow

mood: throat is sore & happy about benji

lesson: voting, does it matter? yes it does!

life:

how do i tell my mom?

my day:

oh yeah! i voted! did you? Barack won! yeah! dude. like there was even a doubt. i’m totally counting on him to restore this nation to its glory or close to it. we are definitely in a new generation. my generation is awesome! dude! i did it! i purchased an ipod. yeah! yay me! the ipod touch generation 2 baby! hopefully i receive it before the end of this week. and engraved on the back, first line-”Hello! My name is Benji.” second line-”-Property of Perry Symychith-” yeah! yes, i named my ipod benji! it’s such a cute name. muah! good night!

…isexy…

listening to: britney spears- womanizer

thought: need a new job

mood: sweet

lesson: just state your opinions

life:

i’ve been feeling kinda horny lately. blah! what can i do? nothing. i just have to manage and take control. only if i had a boyfriend! where are you??? it’s ok. i find that i’m getting turned on a lot lately. i can’t believe i’m still in the v club. but i guess i’m proud of that though. it’s like a friend of mine said… you have to go through many frogs to get to prince charming.

my day:

work is really getting to me. maybe i should hit the bed earlier. i’m starting to look restless. that is not good for me. ah! i feel like the fall guy at work. supervisor: “i need you to cover this shift and that shift is that ok? me: “ok… i guess. (i don’t have a choice anyways) hint word: ‘need‘ for heffer dinner we went to armarillo grill. i just had a texas chilly. i’m getting more fat! ah! blah! hate it! need to diet! yeah. then me and a friend went to chill at b&n for a while. we talked about weddings and wedding dresses. just for fun though, how gay is that for me. we also discussed about our signs like aries and sagittarius. afterwards i went to my other friend’s house to chill and watch one tree hill with some other friends. fun! that’s my day!

fierce return