where am i…
“dude… i feel like i don’t belong anywhere. i feel lost emotionally and mentally and physically. i don’t wanna do anything but just stay home. when i do go out i feel anti-social. i don’t even try. i don’t feel happy when i’m with friends. is it me or is it them? maybe i’m just going through a phase. for the mean time i’m just gonna keep nonchalant. maybe i have a mental problem. i should get evaluated just in case… :X everyone needs space. right now i need space from everything… everything.”
come on…
woke up at 10 something this morning. got ready and went to work at 11.
work is always the same. should i come out anytime soon? i’m out to one co-worker why not the rest of them?
heffer dinner was at a buffet. china cafe. it was mediocre. not that good but fine. you know? you know. i just sat there, observed and listened only.
afterwards my friends went to the west towne mall. i didn’t feel like it so i went home. i’m becoming anti-social. yeah! i would usually go but i didn’t. i really don’t know why.
jogging is good for me. it is like mediation for me. i feel so good when i jog. i feel so much better after.
\\\_-come get some-_///
