experiences with the heart…
“i tell myself that’s just life. it’s the first time. they’re my first experiences, lessons i must learn from so i don’t repeat them. it’s better i learn now then later. rushing… is something i do. i can’t help it. i’m so impatient. things hit me so fast i just fall so deep into things i’m not really ready for. my heart has been aching so badly these passed days. i don’t like the feeling. it hurts while it is happy still. waiting… for the answer that will decide. at the end of it all i hope things work out with life filled of happiness in any form.”
random conversation…
you-why do you always worry about the future?
me-because it’s something to worry about.
you-why don’t you just live the present?
me-i do… but i’d like to know my future also.
you-live in the present so you can enjoy it more.
me-ok. i’ll try.
***cover all over me***
